I have been trying to write this post for about 3 days now and I just can't seem to put the words I want together. All I know is that I haven't properly blogged in a while and you deserve an explanation.
In the past few months, many people have asked me why I haven't been posting as much, why my blog posts aren't consistent and I understand that to a lot of you, I may have seemed completely careless and due to that, I have lost some readers which is sad but understandable.
To clear things up, I never fell out of blogging and the only reason I kept posting, even if it was just once a month, is because I honestly miss it so much. I started blogging almost 4 years ago and ever since, it has been my little internet diary where I've shared my thoughts, opinion and love for things. Writing has been a passion of mine for as long as I could remember, photography is something I love doing and improving at and beauty, fashion and lifestyle is just that cherry on top, all of which I've expressed on the blog in my spare time.
If you didn't know, I'm currently studying Mass Communication in university and it just happens to take up a lot of my time. I'm constantly working on different articles, interviews, videos, short films, websites all of which I absolutely love, but it does take time and knowing I'm a perfectionist, I'm literally working on every project until up to an hour before handing it in. I'm not complaining, like I said I do love it, it just means that I can rarely find the time to blog.
Another thing that I find a little bit hard is when I'm working on university projects, I have deeper topics that I'm very passionate about and creative with, I really love the idea of sending a message and allowing to make a change even if it's just a change of thought. But then comes my blog where I only talk about beauty and fashion, it's completely different and that's when my mind seems to just turn off. I still love my makeup bits and stylish clothing, after all, I would hope to look presentable as a media person but it just isn't easy moving from something that to me is quite deep to something much more shallow as much as I do love it. They're both basically the opposite of each other and it's kind of tricky trying to switch up between the two,
I have thought of doing weekly or monthly posts talking about university and taking you along my major, share my projects, the concept behind them, have you express your opinion and maybe help me improve because I am very passionate with all of it but I'm just not sure you'd be interested. If you are, please let me know!
I think I've covered a good amount of the reason why I haven't been on the blog as much but I will be continuing with my normal blog posts, raving about and reviewing different products but you will have to wait just a little bit longer for that. I do have one more project and 2 exams to do and then I'm all yours!
I do apologise for my lack of content but I have missed it very much and I'd like to thank all of you who are still visiting the blog, it means a lot to me!
Until next time,